30 Days of Truth, the Scary, Scary Truth

November is a peculiar month.  Sorta depressing, sorta fun.  The gateway to winter, the days get shorter and colder, everything fells somewhat melancholy.  Hard to explain, but I always feel nostalgic this time of year.  

Last year I did the whole 30 days of Thanks where I wrote about something I was thankful for every day in November.

I wanted to do something like that again and low and behold, look what I found!!

30 DAYS OF TRUTH!!

It was on quite a few blogs out there, actually, so I decided to play along.  It totally looks like a fun time, getting to know myself better, posting every single day this month, and taking my mind off the dreariness the is lurking outside.  
So gird up your loins, dear friends, and prepare yourselves to learn WAY more than you ever wanted to know about the Camster.  I can't always promise to be funny or amusing or even entertaining, but I can promise to be honest.  And maybe a little depressing, ha ha. *nervous laugh*

Ah well, let's get on with it shall we?

Here's the plan:

Day 01---Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02---Something you love about yourself.
Day 03---Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04---Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05---Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06---Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07---Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08---Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09---Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10---Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11---Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12---Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13---A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days.
Day 14---A hero that has let you down.
Day 15---Something or someone you tried to live without, and can't.
Day 16---Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17---A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18---Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19---What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20---Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21---Your best friend is in a car accident right after you two fight. What do you do?
Day 22---Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23---Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24---Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.
Day 25---The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26---Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27---What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28---What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29---Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30---A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Fun no?!  I just read through these for the first time.  Whew it MIGHT get a little tense in here for a minute!  Why not play along!?  The more the merrier!  

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