SOMETHING YOU HOPE TO CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF AND WHY.
Yeah, as if there's only one thing I'd like to change. I mean are we talking physical here or what? Because I'd really like to have a booty. I have flat butt. And a smaller waist. I have man belly.
But seriously, there is something I hope to change about myself and that would be to not let things get to me the way they do. I worry so so much. I worry about people and how they are and if they are doing good things and making right choices. I worry I've offended people and my mind just goes crazy and every little thing adds up and it seriously gets out of hand. I worry I annoy people and then, again with the crazy. I worry and stress and take things personally that aren't even meant to be aimed at me. Does that make any sense? I hope I can get the crazy under control and just be able to live day to day without the worry that I said something that offended someone and that's why they won't return my text or that I annoy someone and now they won't want to even hang out anymore. Seriously?! It sounds so stupid when I write it out like this but really, in my mind, it goes on and I get carried away and assume the worst and worry and stress. It's a waste. So I'm going to be done with that I've decided. It is lame and I don't wanna be that way anymore.
So look out world! Here comes the new, more confident Camie! I'm not going to worry as much about stuff like when I don't hear from someone and worry that they are dead! Or that my kids are super annoying and that's why we never get invited to play. No more! Here we go! I hope I can do this...
Yeah, as if there's only one thing I'd like to change. I mean are we talking physical here or what? Because I'd really like to have a booty. I have flat butt. And a smaller waist. I have man belly.
But seriously, there is something I hope to change about myself and that would be to not let things get to me the way they do. I worry so so much. I worry about people and how they are and if they are doing good things and making right choices. I worry I've offended people and my mind just goes crazy and every little thing adds up and it seriously gets out of hand. I worry I annoy people and then, again with the crazy. I worry and stress and take things personally that aren't even meant to be aimed at me. Does that make any sense? I hope I can get the crazy under control and just be able to live day to day without the worry that I said something that offended someone and that's why they won't return my text or that I annoy someone and now they won't want to even hang out anymore. Seriously?! It sounds so stupid when I write it out like this but really, in my mind, it goes on and I get carried away and assume the worst and worry and stress. It's a waste. So I'm going to be done with that I've decided. It is lame and I don't wanna be that way anymore.
So look out world! Here comes the new, more confident Camie! I'm not going to worry as much about stuff like when I don't hear from someone and worry that they are dead! Or that my kids are super annoying and that's why we never get invited to play. No more! Here we go! I hope I can do this...
1 comment:
I am the same way with the worrying. And between you and me - I have been talking to a therapist and they are helping me learn to shut down. It has been a lifesaver!
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