Oh boy. Let's start off with the Pandora's Box of questions, shall we?! Sheesh! Okay, well let's get crackin!
I could literally go on for days and days on this one. Days. It's not healthy for sure. Not at all. I am far far too critical of myself and have been for as long as I can remember. Perhaps instead of delving too deeply into one something, I'll make a list.
Again, I know, not healthy. And I hate the word hate. So I will list the things that I dislike very much. Fair? Fair.
I don't like my belly, my midsection. I've always been a squishy marshmallow, no matter how much I work out and/or diet.
I'm not a fan of my freckles and moles.
I don't like my lack of booty, my pants are always falling down.
I don't like my lack of boobies either. I'm kind of shaped like a chubby boy.
I don't like how critical I am, both of myself and others.
I don't delegate well, I feel the need to take on too much and stress myself out.
I don't like my temper. I'm stubborn and like to have my way.
I'm not fond of how naive I am. I can be gullible and it's totally embarrassing.
I hate my relationship with food. I'm not an emotional eater, I'm a logical eater. I can't let things go bad, I can't just throw things out. I can justify everything. It's exhausting.
I think I can be lazy at times.
I wish I had more patience.
I wish I could give all I have to give.
I sometimes feel stifled, unappreciated, and unimportant.
I really hate that.
I hate that I am getting older. I kinda figured I'd be young forever I suppose.
I don't like when I'm a bad friend...which I feel happens more often than not.
I;m really not into my freaking clown feet, of which are two different sizes.
I hate that I have become such a good fighter. Thor probably hates that too.
Well, I think that's about enough for now. Any one of those topics is seriously opening up a HUGE can of worms, so a list it shall remain. But nonetheless, here is it, there they are in black and white. Perhaps I should start working on these. I think maybe that's the whole point...and, perhaps, a whole other post!!